trying to get my mojo

Several days since my last post, and I'm still trying to get my energy to a sustainable level. There are many many positive things happening, and I'm mindful of those.

Here are a few images of the last week. The painting is a progress photo of a piece I started last year. It's kind of interesting to note that painting is hard work for me right now...I'm overthinking it. Have you ever not been able to get out of your own way? That's me painting right now...easy solution; paint more. easier said than done.

The sculpture is progress of a sculpture I've been fooling around with for some time. I recently decided this needs to be one of a series of religious icons, reinterpreted, of course...

The last one is a look behind the veil. This is my work table. In person, it looks a little like Frankenstein's Lab, as I may have said before. Parts of bodies, heads, scraps of wax. Wax is a very sustainable material to sculpt in. I save all the scraps and reuse them in another sculpture. I've actually still got two others sitting, almost ready to invest; their status, unfortunately, goes toward that energy issue I've noted.

On that note, I've come back to almost the beginning; easy solution; exercise more. Easier said than done...

For all of these things, I just need to stay on task. Keep one foot moving in front of the other, as a good friend just reminded me. Before too long, I'll be walking. Maybe, just maybe, someday, I'll be running...

T + 60 days

I'm going to look at this as an anniversary.

It's definitely a change of phase, to use an engineering term. I've gone from having pain I'd never experienced before to, now, a simple feeling of fatigue, though a strong one.

I'll take it

I say that just to frame my thoughts, because 8 weeks from surgery, I am working out, have moe progress in some areas than expected, on target in the others, and still cooking like I mean it. I started going more organic, partially based on some of the foods my brother bought for me while he was here. I even thought briefly about raw foods. I just decided I would need more kitchen to get that serious. But I did think it...

I've been a little too fatigued to really make art, but I always seem to have projects; I suddenly realized it's time to build the outdoor studio, if I expect to use it this summer. So, at least I've got goals...

Right now it feels like I get about 8 great hours a day; as I said before; I think that's awesome. I have no idea where most people are at this phase, but I am aware that there is a lot of discussion about Cancer Related Fatigue...

Back to art. I have managed to get two sculptures to a pretty advanced state. I need to get one of them ready to go to the foundry (Soliloquy II), and another unfinished bizness type piece needs to have molds taken before I move to the next phase. For some reason, tired for me means I can't seem to drag my ass over to the camera to load the images, so I'll hitcha back...

I've also been working on a painting; got it to that '2 hours left' stage I feel I'm becoming famous for, in my own mind. I may have posted on it. It's in the Ohio State footballers series. Most of these only have tenuous names, and this belongs to that category. Right now, it's Tone.

Back to healing. In summary, healing seems like it takes your full attention sometimes. I've managed to pull that off, with the gracious assistance of The Many. So, I am grateful. We are grateful. And, it ain't even CLOSE to being over.

The Rabbi who believes in Zeus

Loves it!!

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/rabbi-alan-lurie/why-all-intuitions-of-god_b_817435.html

In other words, above the constructs that humans make to describe the spiritual realm is a higher, truer realm that is beyond our ability to adequately describe or fully comprehend. Zeus, Plato knew, is a symbolic manifestation of the essence of creative power, and those who followed Zeus sought to deepen these qualities, just as followers of Athena sought to partake of the essences of wisdom and judgment. These essences, Plato taught, emanate from the same Source, and are implanted in physicality. People who intuit these essences give them form, which may be human in characteristics, but these forms are not the essences. The pantheon of gods were human attempts to describe the spiritual experience in an anthropomorphic story.

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